Below are the 11 most recent journal entries recorded in diet_juice's LiveJournal:

Friday, May 13th, 2005
1:38 pm	I've been doing ok. I havnt really ate a hole lot in the last week but I have snuck a good amont of chocolate though. Once night me and katieAnne ate a whole box of woppers. That was great. I had the worst gas ever that night and then last night my mom had peanut clusters and ate alomst half of a bag. and this morning I ate a donut. But I'm going to go work out today so its all good I hope! A couple of days ago at work this lady I work with said "If you loose anymore weight your going to have to buy new pants." It made me feel so good. My pants do fit looser which is crazy because they were already way to big for me in the first place. I havnt been to the gym in like 4 days but I dont really mind because I've been walking around town a lot and my muslces have been sore from it so Im not to worried. But I am going to go to the gym in a couple hours. yay. and hope I dont eat much more today. Im so glad I have so many people around me who are doing this with me. Its so much easier with there suport and understanding. (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 7th, 2005
8:05 pm	today I am fasting. At work someone wanted a chicken bleu with out the mayo and we accidentaly put the mayo on it so I took the chicken bleu that they didnt want (I love chicken bleu's by the way) and unwrapped it and held it in my hands. I wanted a bite so bad! I carried the sandwich around for about 20 minutes before I finally threw it away. hahaha I didnt get to work out today since I was working during the times the gym was opened and I wasnt going to be able to work out tomorrow either for the same reason and I was devistated. kinda... anyways I called josh and he is taking part of my shift so I am able to go work out. He is so nice! (Comment on this)
Friday, May 6th, 2005
5:43 pm	today I have eatin half of a grape fruit, a small salad with no dressing and half of a low carb wrap from subway. I feel like a pig even though thats not very much. And I worked out today again. Third day in a row. Im so proud of my self! Today I focus more on weight lifting though instead of calorie/fat burning. I really want prominant leg muscles and back muscles. (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 5th, 2005
4:26 pm	Yesterday I got a membership at healthy changes. I worked out yesterday and today. I weighed my self today. Ive lost about 8 pounds the last 2 weeks. I dont understand because I didnt really do anything to lose it but im happy. really happy. If it was that easy to lose the 8 pounds then I'll be super skinny in no time. So now im down to 147. About a year ago I weighed the same but I looked a lot thinner. I'm thinking I had a lot more muscle back then. thats the only reason I can think of to why I dont look the same. I heard today that eating grapefruit helps with burning calories or fat or something. I cant remember what they help burn but either way its suposed to help with losing weight. All I have eatin today is half of a grapefruit, three slices of apple, and half of a kiwi. Yay! tonight though I'm going to a Sinco De Mayo party (forgive the spelling if I spelt it wrong) And I'm hoping I dont eat anything there unless they have either a fruit platter or a veggies platter. I need to buy more grapefruits! (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 1st, 2005
6:32 pm	god! I feel like such a pig. I just ate a shit load. Im at my parents house and I dont want them to suspect anything. I dont even want them to thnk im on a diet. So I ate. I was only going to eat a little bit but i sat down next to my sister and she said "whats wrong with you? Why are you eating so little?" God what a bitch! why does it matter if Im only eating a little? it pisses me off so much. I just want to puke. I need to go work out or something. i feel like shit. it seems my stomach has shruken already but maybe not. I didnt eat that much, but still I feel like shit. Im so full! FUCKING FOOD! Current Mood: nauseated (1 Comment |Comment on this)
5:58 pm	I fasted yesterday and I did so good. The only thing I ate was a sliver of cheese. It wasnt smaller than half of a slice. Im so proud of my self! (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 30th, 2005
3:42 pm	Isn't she gorgouse?! I love her. I want that bod! My thinsperation for the day (1 Comment |Comment on this)
11:13 am	last night I ate 4 cookies. I have to fast today. I cant beleive I did that. nothing but diet soda, coffee, and water for the whole day. And I found out last night that I lost 5 pounds so now I'm down to 150... (Comment on this)
Friday, April 29th, 2005
10:18 pm	I kinda forgot to introduce my self. So here it goes. My name is Lisa, I'm 5'6 at 155 lbs. yuck yuck yuck. Short term goal: 140 lbs Long term goal: 120 lbs heaviest I have ever been: 162 lbs (ahhh!) Lightest: 146 lbs For a while I didn't care about my apperience at all really but for some reason lately I just hate how I look. I need to shed a lot of pound in order for me to be happy with my self. I want to become so thin that when people hug me they say "Your so skinny, I'm afraid I might break you." I love that! I've never had that. My room mate took pictures of me today, the before pictures, and they look horible. gah! It makes me so discusted. I want to go to the salvation army and get a cheap pair of pants that are about two to three sizes to small and see how fast I can fit in them. but as soon as I get the picture loaded up I will post them. My diet right now consist of very little. Im trying not to eat any carbs or little as posible. here is a typical day if I actually follow the plan. Example: Breakfast/lunch 1/2 cup of chilly 1/2 cup of sugar free jello Dinner 2 eggs 2 peices of bacon 3 spears of asparagus soon I want to cut that down but this diet is so hard because carb free foods dont fill me up at all. so im always so hungry and I get so bitchy and usless at work, and I'm a manager so I cant be usless. I think im going to put some carbs into my diet, maybe whole weat bread and instand mashed potatos. surprisingly enough they dont have nearly as many carbs as regular potatos do. I just have to find a way to hide this from my parents and my boyfriend. me and my boyfriend would always go out and eat and my parents always invite me over for dinner and I never refuse. I think they will definitly catch on that something is up. (Comment on this)
3:13 pm	today I broke down and ate a double cheese burger. Nothing else today unless its completely carb free. This diet wouldnt be so difficult if I didnt get really bad hunger pains. My stomach starts to hurt so bad and tums only help for a little bit and they have sugar in them. I really need to find something to help my stomach or I dont know how long I will be able to do this. At work the other night my stomach hurt so bad it hurt to mop the floor. ug. I'm hoping that my body gets used to this. Current Mood: disappointed (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
7:37 pm	guess what! ive started dieting now to. its going pretty well. yesterday I ate half of a wrap, yogurt and three chicken nuggets, rosita's (which wasnt my choice, i dont want cory to know im dieting so i had to eat), no sugar pudding, and two beef sticks. it wouldnt be that much if i hadnt of eatin rosita's1 today so far I ate yogurt, 1 chicken finger without the breading, spinach and two scrambled eggs. i might posibly eat more, but it i do not much and must be completly carb free. i already feel skinnier even though im not. but being hungry all the time makes me feel empty, not in the mind, and it makes me feel skinny. its so nice. Current Mood: accomplished (Comment on this)